I feel like I am at such an odd place in life right now. The world wants me to spout out my plans for the future yet I am being pulled in a direction of such uncertainty. I don't know my plans!
I am resting in the beautiful understanding that God is in control. He is the only one who truly knows my plans... scratch that, His plans. Now, I used the word "understanding." Not sure if I am being truthful by using it. I can't say that I understand anything that is going on in this part of my life. I really can't say that I have completely handed my life over to my Savior.
Right now I am asking Him to give me the strength to trust only in Him. I want God to be completely in control of every decision that I make. In order to do this I have to give it to Him... all of it.
That's where I'm at.
(I love how I find ways to procrastinate doing school work, even my last assignment ever. I should go do that. Hope to write again soon.)